Alone as I walk down the midnight street ......

Alone as I walk  down the midnight street , So many people I come across; so many Colorful personalities I greet; Never been the people, Its personalities that I fell  in love with…Yet I’m on my own...my Own …my own…

“Alone as I walk down the midnight street, I come across a little soul toiling hard ,desperately scribbling on a piece of paper, I keep watching him through the window ..Facts or figures , letters or numbers keeping  him so engrossed…I wonder How?...
I walk down the street further, the idea of getting captivated by something  now starts pleasing me….”

“Alone as I walk down the midnight street, I sense someone’s following me.. Looked around but  there is no one there…”

“Alone as I walk down the midnight street, I come across a blonde …she’s a sex worker.. Looks into my eyes , her adulating smile exclaims “what’s on your mind?”. Her aura it’s all around and in no time starts getting on my nerves.

My urge consolidates me  saying ,“Guilt is Just a small price to pay for pleasure, Boy”…….

My  Affirmative nod and I move in. I sense someone’s watching me. Someone’s shadow hovering around. I retreat I walk away.... The urge of getting tempted by momentary pleasures compromising  guilt makes me think, “Senses they do need food ,don’t they?”  ”

“Alone as I walk further, I see a girl in disarray on an verandah . ”What’s the matter?”, I exclaim with a smile .
”Well have been waiting for the moon, no food ,no water till I get a glimpse of it”, she expresses her concern.
I look at the skies there were clouds all around. ”Do you think your moon is courteous enough? Your intestine’s  at the mercy of the skies tonight ”, I exclaim with a smile …

”It’s his day my wait should be the answer to his arrogance I will hold my ground ”,with a witty smile she exclaimed…

It was as if hope overshadowed her concerns; who doesn’t get fascinated with the idea of people with immense mental strength. I took a leaf out , I walked away….”

“Alone as I walked down , I met a bunch of strangers . They walked along the same mile. They were a bunch singing happily down the mile.”What band are you ?” I questioned them..

”You can call us “friends””,  they replied in chorus.As I walked down with them soon I started enjoying there tunes, I started adding to whatever they sung.No sooner I was one of them .The strides now became pleasurable..

Soon one of us wanted to take a diversion he left us. Slowly  gradually the numbers decreased, everyone started leaving and again I was on my own. I started sensing some one walking from behind all over again. Now it's shadow followed me wherever I went … but I kept walking .. .”

“Alone as I took some lonely strides , I wanted someone to accompany me ..I did meet someone ..Any guesses to what her name was?

she called herself “LOVE”…

Soon there was no fear of someone following me. There was a strange divine feeling that i was not alone. Someone was with me. Someone just made to accompany me. Someone so special that I hoped this road never ends. It turned out to be the golden flace of my journey ..

Lil did I know she too had a diversion waiting..It  was hard to lose it all but then again I started sensing this shadow all over again. I walked faster trying to get over “LOVE”.  Soon the shadow grew huge and scary and i managed to take my mind off her . I walked down , the only thing on the back of my mind was something's following me….”

“ I walked further it started raining heavily. The pleasantness was overshadowed by thunderstorms. I kept walking  got wounded, got hurt, got injured. No one to pick me up.I was down and out....

 The shadow grew and grew taller.It was even more scarier.It forced me to walk faster.Nothing  else was on my mind only thing I knew was something was bothering me ..I wanted to get over it. Its been such a long path but that something never seemed stoping.. .”

“Soon  darkness was dispelled by light and everything was fine. Like never before everything  seemed so good but I kept wondering what followed me .Finally it came up all over again.I started tracing it.Through bright sun shine there came a beautiful Girl .....

“Who are you?” , I exclaimed…

she never seem to stop walking until she came really close and  hugged me tight...

She gently whispered in my ears,

 “In  the midst of all ups and downs ,makings and partings you have faced I have been following you. I came  to your life with your idea of getting captivated by something. I became so dearer to you that you sensed me at every stride you took. You came across so many things(sex worker etc)  that could have changed your path, I ensured you never go wrong. When you learnt the importance of holding ground (varendah girl), I became even more strong. I carried you when your friends left ya. Even when the love of your life parted I was there to hold you tight. You were down and out, I forced ya to run faster. I'm the light of your life...

You wanted to know who I am….

 They call me “DREAM”…Everyone has one ..Today you met yours ……

I'm the only reason that You are on your  Own, Your own, Your Own...”